Story of my life, more like my mind. There’s always something going on in there (hence why I’m up way too early this morning).
I feel like a fool because I’m always in these circular discussions with God:
Ummm…God? I’m curious how such-in-such is going to work. God? I’m feeling the pressure and I don’t know what to do. God? Are you there? I feel alone. God? I don’t see how this is going to work. God! Thank you so much, I’m amazed! God? I’m curious how such-in-such is going to work…
Anyone else guilty of this one? I’ve been stuck in this thing for about a week. There is some serious pressure on right now, in a lot of ways, and I don’t know what to do. I definitely walls closing in, just like in the past, I’m struggling with doubting God, just like in the past, and frequently I feel lost, just like in the past.
I wish I was as stubborn with my faith as I am with my personality. God would have a much more entertaining time in my life.