I’ve been on the road all day (story for another time), and I just had a mental/spiritual breakthrough.
God is not going to give you what you want, or your hearts desire, etc…if He knows you’re just going to use it for malicious intent.
Meaning; if God knows you’re hiding schemes until you get what you want, you’re probably not getting it. Why would God enable you to act against His will?
Just a random thought a few miles back.