Mobile Minutes: Morning Storms


Darco is fast asleep next to me, there’s lightning to the north, and rumbles of thunder along the sky.
My body aches from training today, and I’m having a bit of a problem falling asleep at 2:00 AM.
Life is…kind of fun right now.
I dream about teaching nearly every night, my blood pressure is super low, food is getting cooked in the kitchen, and Darco and I have even planned a summer vacation. Sure, it’s not perfect, we argue, and occasionally there’s stress, but it all keeps working out.
Tonight I found myself apologizing to her for years past. It took time and experience to apologize for being so wrapped up in work over the past three years.
One of the wonderful things about teaching is knowing when your day ends. Yes, it’s plenty stressful, but there’s beautiful life outside of work. I’m blessed to still be young enough to understand that joy is found outside the office. Joy is found with family and friends. It’s found by not stressing about so much that isn’t known, and just embracing the blessing of what is.
It felt nice to confess to my wife that I made the mistake of missing time with her. That’s why lying in bed, typing this out, can be so enjoyable because I can feel her snuggled up close to me, soundly asleep.
No promotions in the world can replicate that sensation.
-D-

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